Make out for yourself what this is about, seems pretty obvious. Not the most pleasant subject, but well... it appears to be a great new song with lots of emotion in it and different vibes. Explains again the about 10 minutes length, we couldn’t stop again.
Here
in this musty chair
A taste of disgust comes in my mouth
Like vomit of the past, so loathsome
I will never be proud again
I had
been a bad boy, the father used to say
His penance for this evil one, was more then just a prayer
The remembrance
of the upstairs rooms
I try to lock them away
Even allayed by years of oblivion
Feelings of guilt remain the same
I had
been the evil one, our father used to say
This penance for my sinful life, a secrecy to stay
My birth and true existence, a downright shame,
A stain on the blackboard, to be swept away
A baleful
scent of impudent lust
Still clings to my brain
Even fragrances of roses or a lily fair
Can't dispel the pain
I had
been a bad boy, still echoes through my mind
The touches, caresses, brands I can't leave behind
I would always be a bad boy, still rings in my ear
These penalties and punishments, my only true salvation
So let
me fly away
'Cause in this world I can't stay
Let me depart onto this Journey
Please
let me fly away
Airborne and loose
And never look behind anymore
Towards
my own private world
A true hidden resort
My island of joy and laughter
My misplaced childhood's escape
A fun fair so great
Or just my place to stay
Or just my place to stay
Or just my place to stay